A recent seminary graduate is the last person you should ask
for doctrinal advice. At that point, the newly ordained is more like a college
sophomore than a well-seasoned priest. He thinks he knows everything, but
really he just remembers a lot of stuff from seminary that he hasn’t figured
out how to apply yet. In time, he’ll realize the answers don’t come that
easily.
It was at that point—right after I was ordained—that I
received an e-mail from my best friend from childhood. We hadn’t communicated
much in the past five years—only bumping into each other when both of us were
home for the holidays—so I was glad to get his e-mail. But my joy turned to
full-tilt rapture when I read what he was asking me. “Since you’ve been to
seminary, I need to ask you something,” he wrote. “I’m in a Sunday school class,
and the teacher said that Jesus is God, but that’s not right, is it? He’s God’s
son, but he’s not God. There is only one God, right? Isn’t that what we learned
in Sunday school?”
It was the perfect setup. I was being asked to defend
orthodoxy against the perilous though well-intentioned inquiries of heresy.
This was what I had been trained for. This was my chance to show off all that I
knew and, more importantly, to save Christianity from the slow creep of
heterodoxy that comes from a lack of substantial Christian formation at all
levels. (Why aren’t we teaching our four-year-olds about the doctrine of the
three hypostases?)
Since then, I’ve discovered that it isn’t easy being a
Trinitarian. How do you explain to someone that God is one yet in three
persons? How to you talk about the coeternal Son and Spirit even though they remain
hidden in the Old Testament? If Jesus said that he was going to send the Spirit
to earth to comfort his followers after he was gone, what can we say about the
work of the Spirit before the Ascension? Where in the bible does it say that
there is a Trinity?
Those questions are exactly the sort of issues that St. Gregoryof Nazianzus, whose feast day is today, dealt with in the fourth century. The premier Trinitarian
theologian in the Church’s history, Nazianzen did as much to help us believe in
God as three-in-one as anyone else. He has lots of ways of describing it, even
inventing a whole new theological concept for the Spirit’s relationship with
the Father—“spirated.” When it would have been easier to say that the three
persons were of like substance, he insisted they were of same substance. When
it would have been more popular to say that the Spirit came after the Father
and Son, Gregory of Nazianzus insisted they were coeternal. When it would have
been simpler to say that Christians are saved because their sins are paid for
by the bloody cross, he claimed that we are saved because God assumed our
nature and thus invites us into assimilation with the Holy Trinity.
The point of Nazianzen’s witness, though, isn’t simply the
content of his teachings, which were remarkable. It was what he didn’t say
about God that makes him a saint. He proclaimed that we cannot know God. There
is no explanation or logic that can circumscribe the infinite God. In today’s post-Enlightenment
world, in which we seek to explain and understand everything before we can
believe in it, Nazianzen’s doctrine of the unknowable Trinity is refreshingly
other. I find it odd to invite people to believe in something they cannot
understand, but that’s the beauty of our faith.
The journey of faith starts at that place: we are not God. If
God were something we could comprehend, then he would be something we could
master. And that wouldn’t be God. As human beings, buffeted by hardship and
disaster, we cling to a belief in something bigger and stronger than we are. Without
that, God is nothing more than a pat on the back. In order for salvation to be
real, we must have faith in that which we can never understand. And that’s hard
for today’s Christian—to accept that we are giving our whole heart and soul
over to something that we cannot explain. But isn’t that what faith is? If we
understood it all, why would we call it faith?
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